Yay!
Finally my last O level maths paper2 has ended. X)
It was quite okay for me, easier than paper1.
Felt so relieved.
and im now blogging at dear house.
Baby came to fetch me home from school today.
It was raining heavily again then.
Me, dear, jasmine and kelvin went to slack for about an hour ard our school area before he sent me home.
Went home to bathe and prepare while dear waited for me under my block.
I tried to get done as soon as possible so as not to let dear wait too long.
After which dear pei me go and return zhiwei stuffs at the bustop near to my house.
He drove his stupid mini car here to show off.
And i got so pissed off when i found out that he didnt return me my SIMS2 disc 1.
X(
So irresponsible.
Argh...
Forget it, phew.
Bus-ed to Bedok north to dear house.
Have dinner together with darling ard 9 at 531 coffeeshop.
=) hee yummy.
Then went back to watch tv.
HAHA
Dad let me go home late tonight so im now blogging in dear house while he 's watching tv. (:
Hees im feeling happy now and will be looking forward to my carefree days after all these tiring days coping with my 'O's.
And i want to thanks my dear for always staying by my side nowadays, you let me heal and recover from every hurt and the sad past tt ive gone through in the past. :)

11:44 PM; missing someone like youY

Yipee, ive finished 3 papers today, FINALLY!
Total of 3 papers in a day can actually kill me. =x
*stressed*
English paper 1 and 2 and physics.
I find english paper2 was quite okay for me but physics was rather tough.
:(
Hais, dont really have much confidence in this 'O' levels but i will still continue to perservere and do my best...
Dear came to fetch me from school and once again, without telling me in the first place.
(-.-" haha
Always giving me sudden *surprise* =P
Then me, dear and jasmine sat under a void deck slack for some time before dear walked me home.
He came to my house to watch a movie while we waited for my parents to come home for dinner together.
Unfortunately, they havent reach home and it was late and so we cooked noodles and start to eat first.
Cause my stomach was actually groaning for FOOD :P
Oh ya, and i still rmb dear helped me to wash up some dishes in the first place.
Thanks darling X)
Not awhile later, my younger bro reached home.
Dear was good enough, wanting to buy dinner for him but he insisted.
=)
Then the both of us went down to take a stroll.
We chatted and dear told me quite alot about his past...
Its interesting but terrible, dear dont return back to those kind of path okay?
You ve changed alot (:
and its GOOD.
*my good boy, my good laogong* xp
I enjoyed e cool breeze at night and the peaceful time being with you.
Thanks for acc me today dear (:
After tt dear sent me home, and im here blogging for you!


our endless road (:

10:58 PM; missing someone like youY

Today i only have to sit for chemistry paper.
It was tough :(
I dont even know how to solve the questions.
Hais, kind of giving up for my papers le.
It ended early around 9am.
So went for a meal with jasmine at foodcourt before i head home.
Supposed to meet my boy this afternoon but i was damn tired and not feeling well as i havent got enough sleep this few days.
Took a nap till 7 at night...
Really sorry to make dear wait for me the whole afternoon and he was worried sick!
He even asked cindy about me. xp
LOL
*Dui bu qi* wor :(
I know you are sad cause you cant meet me today but there 's always tomorrow right?
=)
I didnt really got the mood to study, but at least i revised some.
Miss you so much.
Chat with baobei on the phone after my dinner till 2 midnight.
Hees he 's so cute and sweet always. =)
Do you know what i do when i miss you...?


this is what i do when i miss you :)



writing your name down in my heart.

I miss the way you look at me
I miss the way you look into my eyes
I miss the way you take great care of me
I miss the way you talk to me
I miss the way you treat me so gently always
I miss the way you care for me
I miss the sight of you
I miss your voice
I just miss YOU and your everything!
And i just love the way you LOVE me x)
YOU are being LOVED.

9:56 PM; missing someone like youY

Missing you lots.
Tml will be my maths and ss paper.
Hopefully i can cope with them.
Dont think can meet up my hubby between this exam period that often.
So must take good care of yourselves okay?
Will look forward to meeting you soon. (:
*muackss*
Miss ya always...



Jiahan and Joey ; since 011106.

12:16 AM; missing someone like youY

Woke up by dear 's call this morning.
Supposed to wake up early but i think i was sleeping like a pig.
Zzz. Haha =P
Get prepared while dear was on the way to my house to fetch me.
Hees felt like his lil. princess.
Love being pampered and loved. x)
Then we went to Bedok Princess Mac for breakfast.
Afterwhich his couple of friends came to him for a job interview.
We thought of going to Orchard but one of his friend was still in bed.
LOL
Dead pig. *oinkoink* =x
So baby brought me to sing ktv with him and his other 4 friends.
Spent that 5hrs of time in there singing non-stop.
Tiring indeed.
Dear got sleepy so i lend him my laps to sleep on.
*sweet sweet dreams* :)
After the ktv session, we took bus to a coffee shop ard his house for dinner.
Chicken rice, hees *yummy*
:D
Thx dear for the treat!
You have always been supporting me since the day im with you.
Felt so bad, you must know how to save your precious hard earned money too okay?
Dont always spend on me, stupid boy! XP
Proceed to his house after our dinner.
Used the com for quite some time and almost forgot that dear was in the room watching tv alone, so i tried my best to finish using it asap so as to acc him.
Oh ya, i got sorethroat then, so dear provide me some greentea.
We played lame games in the room with each other.
HAHA :D
I fooled him by putting the greentea in his closet so he wont be able to find it.
But he found it at last, and he thought im that stupid?
Using a closet as a fridge?
Bleahs, BODOH! xp
Then dear sent me down to take cab home after he had his supper...
*i love you for who you are, not what i want you to be*
Im so in love with you, baby jiahan!
(:

11:27 PM; missing someone like youY

Alot of things happened last night...
I found that after jasmine knew about me being together with jiahan, her attitude and the way she treat me is never the same again.
She smsed me in a v unpatient and rude manner.
Then she called me and we started on a very sensitive conversation.
She expressed to me that she cant stand my behaviour and my drastic change after i broke up with aloysius.
She was unhappy about the things i do and my attitude.
Her words are v mean and hurting.
='(
I admit that after that long relationship has ended, i changed my boyfriends v quickly.
"I was never like this", this is what she said and i agreed in my heart.
People ard me start to create a very bad impression of me.
Now, even my friend despise me. =(
I know what she meant, maybe i will try to stay away from her in order not to create inconveniece to her and her friends.
That may spoil her image?
Cause she mentioned before that she dont like to hang ard with *lousy* people.
I can do nothing now, people will surely gossip and talk behind my back.
What i can do now is to accept the fact and treasure what i have now.
I felt totally down after we hang up.
Called dear but he fall aslp.
Im sad cause theres no1 there when im down at that point of time and its already midnight.
Went to bed instead...
Woke up in the morning, the 1st thing i do is call my dear then.
He was v unhappy and fed up when he knew abt what happened.
He even mentioned to let me go if he brought me unhappiness.
Im indeed shocked by his words because he can say that so easily when he always told me he 's serious with me.
But i understand he said that because he care alot about my feelings.
He 's hoping me to be happy :)
Went to jasmine hse in the afternoon as she asked me along to have maths tuition together.
Slacked at void deck ard tmart till 7+ at night.
Oops, dear was waiting for me at Bedok princess for a long time.
So i rushed down.
Dine at long john silver with baby, his bro and ivan.
Then he bring me to his house.
Watched princess hours.
Its late, so dear sent me to the bustop.
Im happy with my simple life now, but deep in my heart will always be sorrows about how my friends look at me.

11:43 PM; missing someone like youY

Formally become jiahan's laopo since 011106. =)
Actually i feel v fortunate to have him as he dotes alot on me too.
Always here by my side showering me with his love.
Okay, rushed my art prep. work after i woke up in e morning.
Did only 3 pieces of preparatory work.
Then took a cab down to school before i got late for the exam.
Phew things are so rush for me this afternoon.
:(
Art exam is over, my final drawing was v successful.
Quite satisfied with it, hope that i will pass my art.
X) weee~
After i got out of school, i saw my baby suddenly walking beside me when im with a classmate.
He gave me a shock!
NO is a big SURPRISE. XD
He actually came down to give me a surprise and to fetch me home even though he didnt know how to get to my school.
Glad to see him at that point of time :P
So surprised.
Then he walked me home to have a bath while he waited for me under my block for about an hour.
Sorry wor, deardear.
Thanks for being so patient to me. (:
We then took a bus to Bedok interchange to meet his mummy for dinner together.
Afterwhich i pei his mummy go change money while he help to take the skirt that his mummy gave me for alteration.
Chat with his mummy on the way there, find his mummy very easy to talk to :)
Went back to his house for awhile before i head home.
Baby sent me home by cab cause its rather late le.
Home sweet home~ (:

11:53 PM; missing someone like youY

A lovely picture created by my boy. x)

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.
They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.
But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will...

[ On this day, 1st November 2006 ; 12.00am, i wanna let you know that i am willing to become one of your most important person in this world. Hope that we are the right one for each other. Really glad to have know you since 23rd October 2006. Maybe this is call fate, like you told me before.
The above poem is for you, hope you will love it (:
I Love You! ]




Our Promise.


My Charming Laogong. =P

12:00 AM; missing someone like youY