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12:24 PM; missing someone like youY

20th Dec 2006

Im supposed to meet jasmine for a shopping trip this evening.
But a call came in at such a last min which dropped our mind of going out.
We went for the work we interviewed afew days ago instead.
Jasmine and i are working night shifts, 8pm-8am.
12hours?! -drop dead.
Meanwhile, im worried about dear 's call from the camp at night.
So i smsed jia sheng to pass the msg to my dear.
Wonder did he do that?
Cause i dont wish to let dear worry when he cant reach me.
So this is the first day of the new job.
Jasmine and i are a pair of EARLY birds today :)
Went out early, reached early, unlike the me who always will be late :p
The job is about packaging motorola handphones all the way.
M-O-T-O-R-O-L-A (see until sian)
=(
Oh ya i remember we didnt bring enough food and drinks there.
So the both of us ended up hungry and thirsty like hell.
So pathetic :'(
There were 99% of youngsters working night shifts.
Alot right?
Then something lame happened during the work too.
One group of guys came to my line and hang around for quite a long time.
I dont give a damn and didnt even take any glance at their faces at all.
Moreover, Jasmine and i were laming and laughing like mad while working.
Then i heard a voice calling me from my back, "Miss, my friend wish to make a friend with you. Hello? I am talking to you. How old are you?...."
But my back was facing them.
I ignored and only answered them that my age is TWELVE!
XP
Jasmine looked at me like im an idiot O.O
NO a dumber, a dumberer!
They came and question me again during one of the breaktime as if interviewing me.
*irritated*
I walked away.
I replied inside me,
im not interested in anyone of them and on the other hand,
...my heart is already occupied :)
Found that this job is not really suitable for me.
I felt so so so TIRED.
Took bus to tamp. century square for our favourite beef noodles after our work (21st dec ; 8am)
Aww... :(
The stall havent opened by the time jasmine & i reached as we were too early.
So we waited, bought and ate.
Before that we saw Fiona Xie & Ben at tamp. mall.
She is so pretty!
Ben is very cute too :D
Afterwhich we rushed back home to rest.
OH i remembered i saw aloysius cycled past me riding a girl behind him at Simei earlier on.
And i wondered why are there such coincidences to always met up with him...?
SADDED :(
- cause i dont have the chance to talk to dear on the phone when im working night shifts.
I MISS YOU DEAR

21st Dec 2006

This is the 2nd day of work.
Jasmine and i finally brought sufficient food and drinks there so that we wont

10:00 AM; missing someone like youY

This is the 2nd day that dear was in the camp.
Wonder how is he doing?
Hope that life there will not be as tough and he can cope well with the lifestyle there.
I think i dreamt of you last night but i cant remember what was it about.
I saw YOU in my dream!
That was already good enough, maybe i just miss you too much.
:(
Oh ya, my younger bro and i went to meet my mum for lunch at tamp. mall this afternoon after her facial treatment.
Wow, mummy bought us Korean cuisine.
*YUMMY*
I enjoyed my meal X)
Then pei my mum to shop ard.
My mum & bro bought something home except for me.
What i want now is not all these OBJECTS.
What i want now is my DEAR to be by my side...
Its already late, so i took a train to meet yuyun at Bedok.
We went to the supermarket to buy some ice-creams for dear 's daddy cause i heard from auntie yesterday that uncle likes to eat that ice-cream that i used to buy =)
Afterwhich the both of us went straight to visit dear 's mummy & daddy.
Auntie cooked alot of nice dishes tonight.
HAHA yuyun and i managed to clear the dishes. =P
Then we helped to wash up the dishes.
"Guai" ma? X)
Finally dear called back at 10+.
I felt so happy to hear his voice again.
:D
Dear told me he will be back on the 24th in the afternoon ard 3 or 4.
Then he promised to bring me out on Christmas eve.
Haha so happy!
Pei auntie to chat for awhile before we left.
Dear 's mummy told me about jiahao working past as he got cheated by a company.
And guess what?!
...its the DW company which i used to work there before.
:P such a coincidence.
Luckily i only worked 3 days for that.
I managed to take the last bus tonight but for yuyun, her last bus has already left.
So she will be staying over at dear house le.
And me,
*HOME SWEET HOME* :)
I miss you badly, my precious.

LIFE W/O YOU MAKES A BIG DIFFERENCE TO ME.

11:58 PM; missing someone like youY

 

11:48 PM; missing someone like youY

 

11:58 PM; missing someone like youY

I feel so empty when the moment i woke up every morning nowadays finding myself without any job doing nothing meaningful, just SLACK.
No continuous income ; thats the part that upset me :(
The digits in my bankbook kept running down so rapidly.
Im gonna be quick to find a job once dear get into servicing.
I found that recently i keep waking up so late, even my mum nags at me about that.
Arghh...
Makes me feel so useless now.
Okay forget it, let me rephrase about my life recently.
=)
Im meeting dear almost everyday since the day i came back from msia.
My love for him is deeper as days past by.
Last night when i was with my friends slacking at tmart and i was sms-ing with dear.
He suddenly told me that he will marry me in the future.
LOL O.O
That was what gave me a shock and surprise.
Im happy to hear that but nobody can predict the future...
Just let nature do its job. (:
Lastly, i would like to add on...
Words are easy to say from the mouth but love is just a complicated thing that nobody can control ; which is much more complicated than you think it is and compared to words said from the mouth.

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other party, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

2:16 PM; missing someone like youY

I was awaken up by my mum this morning.
X(
Dear told me he 's coming to my house to look for me so i waited for him.
Ive done alot of household chores while waiting for him to wake up.
This dear of mine is so lazy ; always sleep like a pig. =P
HAHA.
Finally got the time to wash up all of my clothes at a go.
Hees, do you ever wonder that whenever you ve completed doing something even if its just a small matter, you will still feel so contented with yourself?
X) yup, thats how i feel.
Maybe im easily contented?
Managed to get my things done before dear come.
...but he called me suddenly and told me he was lazy to come and look for me at my house.
Yet he told me to go over instead.
I felt kind of down and dissapointed at that very point of time.
=(
Then afew seconds later, i heard some knocks at my window.
YA, its dear.
I knew it must be him! :D
He will never lie to me.
Im so glad he actually came...
Dear wore the shirt i bought for him, look very nice on him =)
I love it.
Afterwhich we went to EASTPOINT to look for his friend, joseph.
We went to arcade and i see them play.
So funny :p
Then while walking to the coffeeshop, i saw my mum.
Oops, she saw me and dear holding hands tightly.
But she didnt say anything just kept smiling to herself...?
o.O
I brought dear back to my house for dinner and to let my dad have a look at him.
This is the first time my dad see him if im not wrong.
I think he gave my parents a good impression so far. (:
My dad knew he dislike to eat veggie, so dad asked me to encourage him to try as its good for health.
Pei dear walked to Simei again as he wanted to transfer money.
Then he walked me home again.
Thanks dear for being so nice to me, and kept troubling you to walk here and there with me.
Hees. X)
Dear pei my bro and watch him play warcraft while i went to bath.
Im glad that he seems to dote alot on my younger bro.
He even helped me to return the money i owe my bro.
Thanks dear, i love you!
Actually you dont need to do that :)
Dear pei me until 9.30 then he leave my house.
I felt so bad cause i left him at my living room and i myself was playing com :x
But he wasn't angry at all, he still gave me a warm smile before he left.
=)
Jasmine asked me out at night to slack together.
Although its late, it has been a very long time i didnt meet her up.
So made the effort to cycle and look for her ard tmart.
Eeling, ivan, rixiang and yusof came to join us later.
Chatting and laming around until 2am.
Then we dispersed and went back home.
Oh ya, saw aloysius, ahbee and friends earlier on.
All of us seemed to be like totally strangers after that incidence has happened afew months before...
Anyway, i dont give a damn to him anymore.
I think he changed alot.
And i dont think he deserved and worth my love once.
I HATE DECEIVERS!


HE & SHE (dear look so cute in this pic!)


His "xingfu" little princess!

11:58 PM; missing someone like youY

the *mini flag*

Dear and i had a quarrel last night ard 3am.
I got damn pissed off with waiting for his call as he was playing mahjong with his bros and friends.
As he told me he will call me back.
So i waited for his call about 2hrs.
But i myself was also unsure about my temper.
I knew he was playing mahjong yet i showed him attitude out of no where in the sms.
Then dear called me and so we settled our probs on the phone.
Things went well and back to normal at 5am.
I promised dear that i will not make a big fuss in the future.
Hope i will remember and do what ive said.
Supposed to buy breakfast for dear and meet him at 6 in the morning.
But i fall asleep cause of my tiredness.
Woke up in the noon instead :x
Called dear but nobody picked up.
So ive decided to give him a surprise! :D
I bought MAC as lunch for him and put on a *mini flag* (I'm SORRY dear ; i love you) on his MACSPICY to apologise to him.
Hees hope you like it =P
Went to bought cigg. for dear before i went up to find him.
Dear, can you see my sincerity ma? :)
Then me and yu yun were watching MTVs almost the whole afternoon.
Pei dear at his house for the whole day.
I just love to see you when you are sound asleep dear x)
So attractive and adorable!
Love ya laogong <3

9:18 PM; missing someone like youY

HAPPY 1MTH ANNIVERSARY
...with you, dear :)

12:00 AM; missing someone like youY