Wednesday, December 13, 2006

I feel so empty when the moment i woke up every morning nowadays finding myself without any job doing nothing meaningful, just SLACK.
No continuous income ; thats the part that upset me :(
The digits in my bankbook kept running down so rapidly.
Im gonna be quick to find a job once dear get into servicing.
I found that recently i keep waking up so late, even my mum nags at me about that.
Arghh...
Makes me feel so useless now.
Okay forget it, let me rephrase about my life recently.
=)
Im meeting dear almost everyday since the day i came back from msia.
My love for him is deeper as days past by.
Last night when i was with my friends slacking at tmart and i was sms-ing with dear.
He suddenly told me that he will marry me in the future.
LOL O.O
That was what gave me a shock and surprise.
Im happy to hear that but nobody can predict the future...
Just let nature do its job. (:
Lastly, i would like to add on...
Words are easy to say from the mouth but love is just a complicated thing that nobody can control ; which is much more complicated than you think it is and compared to words said from the mouth.

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other party, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

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2:16 PM; missing someone like youY

LOVING YOU


me

JOEY
an ordinary girl
09th March '89
going eighteen18
attached
meaningful & happy life; will do.
graduated from ESSS.
blur queen
emotional
sensitive
soft hearted
forgiving
undecisive
cheerful
realistic
materialistic
unreasonable and...
hot tempered at times
love being pampered, being loved.
-* accept me for who i am, not who you want me to be *-
[ missing you badly, life w/o you makes a BIG difference ]
:(



speak those words






notes


I am a simple girl who enjoys shopping alot,
singing esp. females' songs,
love the companion of my beloved jiahan dear (:
my gfs- xyndee.sy.mindy.ade.sj
sisters- tingen.jiesi.shell.kwek.jasmin
jasmine, cass, yuyun, evelyn, Matthew, fazleen,
my friends & family members.
I love my handphone, my room to the MAX,
watching tv drama series, sleeping & slacking, daydreaming,
dolling myself up, reading, earning cash,
taking photographs to remind myself of wonderful memories i've gone through,
live a happy, challenging & meaningful life.
Creative & special designs around us inspires me of having interest in art & design.
I love bears, flowers, perfumes, surprises, chocolates, pure white color, snowflakes, music, romance, glitters, dreamy illusions, stars in e night too, etc.



fly away

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  • HIM (:
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  • ade
  • shujuan
  • chonghwee
  • jsen
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  • zhiyuan
  • garry
  • ivan
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  • zhihao
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  • edmund
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  • nico
  • wei jie
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  • jerome


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  • now playing


    Artist: Er Zhuo Ju Zi Wen Soundtrack
    Song: Er Zhuo Ju


    memories


  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007

  • wishlist

    L1R4 <20
    any poly/laselle/NAFA[x]
    save more money
    REVLON foundation
    THE SIMS 2
    my own TV set
    DVD player
    Paint my room door
    hair rebonding
    shopping at IKEA with dear
    color my hair
    GUESS wallet
    photo album
    cap for dear
    NOKIA N73
    colored contact lense
    FBT shorts
    to watch sunset again with dear
    facial treatment
    slim down
    black heels
    new top
    new bottom
    new dress
    V'day present for dear
    V'day celebration X)


    about HIM

    JIAHAN

    ___ah-di.
    age: going 19
    ic: S88*1175B
    bdae: 23081988
    horoscope: virgo
    status: attached
    occupation: servicing ns
    lives at: bedok north
    color: blue, green, yellow, gray & brown.
    food: he hates veggie! western and fast food like KFC or MACDONALDS, etc.
    drink: ice milo, coke, greentea, 100plus, etc.
    hangout place: bedok princess
    show: shows of vampires, society.
    phobia: tickling on his feet. =P
    habit: biting his teeth when sleeping :P
    ourlovestory;
    since 011106
    song: "zui jin" by lee sheng jie (:
    "xian zai hen xiang jian ni" by daniel lee
    *___simply love him___*