I was having a slight gastric pain in the morning.
So went back home by cab with dear and jiahao as they were going for lion dance as well.
Wonder why ive got insufficient of sleep and getting so sick easily nowadays :(
TERRIBLE.
So slept for the whole afternoon straight after i reached home.
By the time i woke up, i then found that dear went back to his camp already.
This sweety pie called me at ard 9 at night.
...chatted for quite a long time and that gong toot toot kept bombing me with lame jokes.
(^.^" HA
He told me he will be booking out this coming friday in the evening.
I will look forward to that day... =)
Anyway dear let me use his handphone from today onwards as mine is faulty.
He told me to treat it as my own belonging, im glad and started to love using it already.
Dont worry baby, i will take great care of it okay? :)
Although everything seems alright now, recently alot of things had happened even though im working and dear is in the camp.
We quarrelled very often on the phone for the past few days because of money matters.
Im not clear about how his mum personality is like and the way their family managed their financial properties so i tend to imagine alot, ended up i created a misunderstanding on his mum. And dear was having fever twice in a week.
As i was unhappy with dear, so i did not visit him on tuesday(1st book out on the week).
We nearly broke up as i think the reason should be the way i speaked to him is just being too much.
He doubt my love for him and he got not much confidence in himself.
Therefore, he suggested to break up in the first place but seek for my forgiveness later.
We got back together and he promised to change for the better for me...
Sometimes when im working, i tend to reminisce about what ive done and words said to dear, im at fault too actually.
Felt real bad when i think of it, sorry dear.
Seriously i did not put in my best in this relationship so far.
Hope things will get better as time passes by...
*wo hai shi yi zhi dou hui ai zhe ni*

10:55 PM; missing someone like youY